I have been lazy. Lazy about getting my life on track.
I think I may be going through some sad phase in my life where I don't feel that I am in the place I want to be. I wanted to be married before I was in my mid-20's and as of now, I'll be getting married a month before my 26th birthday. Why am I waiting that long? Because I try to make everyone happy and don't do things my way. Tommy and I have been talking about getting married sooner than January 4, 2014. I would be done with school at that point and hopefully have a good paying job but I don't want to wait that long anymore. I have so many friends that are married or are getting married before me and they are mostly younger than me. I do admit that it would be an awesome date to get married on though: 1/4/14 :) We'll see, I need to get things straightened out and let some things just plan themselves out.
